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*  MUSE   * ( 15-08-2008~02:35 ) We were told "they have offered to take our alliance as a whole in", I guess I must've misunderstood the semantics of the English language, because that apparently means "disband and those who are worthy will get picked up". I was privy to some of the talks that went down before the merge, and I'd have to say I'm not happy with how it went down, so I guess I'm distancing myself from the leadership attitude that I don't agree with. Cross your t's and dot your i's - - - - - - P.S. I Love You Forever and Today - - - - - - *  Without meaning   * ( 27-04-2006~01:51 ) "Don't decide those kinds of things by yourself." These obligations to others are reminders that we exist. Cross your t's and dot your i's - - - - - - P.S. I Love You Forever and Today - - - - - - *  Musings   * ( 12-04-2006~16:37 ) ( moodness ~  rejected ) ( musicness ~ Tommy February^6 - I still Love you boy ) Mm, 'Kay, I'm not liking this segregation. Of course I immediately came to the conclusion it's because I [he] won't appreciate it. Cross your t's and dot your i's - - - - - - P.S. I Love You Forever and Today - - - - - - *  May Flowers   * ( 01-04-2006~16:10 ) ( moodness ~  loved ) ( musicness ~ Jane French - Breathe ) Is is strange that I feel more like myself when I'm deliberately trying to be someone else? On the other hand... this way, I'm actually separating myself from him. Cross your t's and dot your i's - - - - - - P.S. I Love You Forever and Today - - - - - - *  Modes of Conduct   * ( 31-03-2006~06:32 ) ( moodness ~  sleepy ) ( musicness ~ Minagawa Junko - Mirai e no chousen ) I lack self-discipline. I already know that. Cross your t's and dot your i's - - - - - - P.S. I Love You Forever and Today - - - - - - *  Grains of Permanance   * ( 20-03-2006~01:00 ) ( moodness ~  cold ) Subsensory perception renders you incapable of speech, a mental urge to drown those physical flickers of emotion called "chemicals". An appreciative understanding cannot be desired until the details are picked apart excruciatingly, and then reassembled. Cross your t's and dot your i's - - - - - - P.S. I Love You Forever and Today - - - - - - ( 18-02-2006~02:29 ) I know you by virtue of an intuition of sense, not intimacy. Cross your t's and dot your i's - - - - - - P.S. I Love You Forever and Today - - - - - - *  I give up   * ( 31-12-2005~03:12 ) Just that. I give up. Cross your t's and dot your i's - - - - - - P.S. I Love You Forever and Today - - - - - - *  Red Ribbon   * ( 28-12-2005~00:42 ) ( moodness ~  needed ) ( musicness ~ Bump of Chicken - Tentai Kansoku ) ... I've been in the same situation as you and lived through it as well, but flaunt it more needlessly than you do. It's out of a sort of reverse loyalty to which I bind myself to in re-telling a story that isn't mine to dispel. All that you've managed to accomplish was to inflate my ego in boastful manner. We're bound by this red ribbon that has already shredded, lost its usefulness, but continues to struggle against a cruel fate and diligently applies itself. You can't witness your own destruction. Cross your t's and dot your i's - - - - - - P.S. I Love You Forever and Today - - - - - -